So I got to wondering if I experienced a little bit of the biological clock psychotic woman syndrome that seems to be present in my brain.
Am I also fueling the fire, so to speak, by drowning my sorrows on this blog?
Am I becoming too consumed by this?
Do I need to come back down to earth?
After my last post, I was beginning to think that maybe I shouldn't have felt immediately betrayed upon the news that Becca was on the path of adopting a baby herself without telling me. No e-mails, no calls, no nothing and the seemingly avoidance on her part told me she was automatically GUILTY! But... upon thinking about it I got my senses together and thought about Ethan's voice of reason.
Thought 1: "Ok, what if Becca was really holding the baby for a bit until it is legally free for adoption. Maybe she WAS going to eventually tell us about it."